Goosipmongers, tattler, backbiters. . .BACK OFF!

When I arrived here in Camiguin from our training in Pampanga, I was very much happy and ecstatic because not just Ive gained many knowledges from the camp but also I gained many friends too.


But you know what , I hate the fact knowing that I am the celebrity in the town especially in in schools spearheaded by the CNHS NOSY TEACHERS.. (For the teachers: Are you one of them?)!!

Im so innocent. I dont have any idea on whats the issue about ME...


I was once comforted of Mam Nanay, when she told me everything about the issue in school na.
She told me all the issues, disgusting issues, rumors about lagi nako!.

Do you know whats the headline of the news bout me ah?

Here they are:

First, I have a string attached daw to my teacher ^!%@@#$%.

Second, we were there daw in the ***lab, kami ra daw duha ang naa didto..

Third, when we participated the contest last year in Baguio - nag hotel daw mi DUHA...

Fourth, about text messages saying "MISS your HUGS AND KISSES' daw.

Mam Nanay clarified all these issues. She told me Im like a fried chicken daw na luto na gyud, nga dili na assumptions kundi tinuod daw. I was schocked really when these issues came out.

Theyre putting malicious things during our practice in preparation for the contest.

Anyway, we have to tackle one by one about these issues.

First, I have a string attached daw to my teacher ^!%@@#$%.

Oh well, string attached? as in UYAB? OH! I already knew that issue when a friend of mine asked me about that. ANa xa, "Lang, uyab man daw mu ni &!^^@#$?"
I replied, Of course not, nakaingon lang siguro mu because were close. And i want you to know ngano mi close- because of the STEP!
If not for the trainings and practices, I have no reasons to go there in Computer Laboratory.

Kung muanha mn lang galil ko dra, naa koy purpose. (printing, ask some tutorials for the PS). In.ana ra gyud na xa. I didnt spend my time there para mag internet lang (On the first place, naa mi internet sa amua). Ask the attendants if nianha ko sa lab para lang mag tambay!

Shallow girl nalang pud diay ko? :(

And for you mga knowledgeable teachers ( dili lugar ninyo mathink nga pregnant ang iyang wife unya mangita siya ug lain?)

Because of this issue, Ive decided not to go in Naga this february with HIM to participate again for the nationals. If your asking me ngano, ill tell you 'BASIN MADUNGAGAN LaNG ANG MGA STORYA ABOUT NAKO". .

Second, we were there daw in the ***lab, kami ra daw duha ang naa didto..

Computer lab: dra mi magpractice with RV, and others. With the presence also of Sir Principal.

Kaming duha? Wala sukad na nahitabo. Kay if mag practice man lang gali mi, naa jud na si sir PRINCIPAL, even though youll ask him...:O

And atung STEP last october? NAH! dghan jud mi gapractice doh, dili lang kami duha.... Sir PRINCIPAL is always there everyday present every practice.

Third, when we participated the contest last year in Baguio - nag hotel daw mi DUHA...
Nag hotel mi? WOW!. ASA DAPIT? saba.i daw ko...

Nah, we went in Baguio with the region X delegates jud. And the girls are separated with the boys. We DID NOT go to hotel, kay sa teachers camp ra mi gi house. AND if mulaag lang mi didto kami gyud 5 mu uban (RV, AKO, !@^^&#@, SIR PRINCIPAL, Plong2 and SIR MNHS). I-ask my companions daw if nilaag ba mi once nga ako lang... Wala man gani koi hanaw didto.
We dont have much time to have fun to go around didto pud.... REMEMBER, were not there para mag suroy2 but to have contest. Mag attend mi evryday sa plenary sessions pud para mahatagan mi ug certificate.

Hahay Hotel.! FUNNY!


Fourth, about text messages saying "MISS your HUGS AND KISSES' daw.

Mam Nanay told me nga akong classmate daw naka kita sa akong sent items sa Miss your hugs and kisses daw para niya. .

(TO BE CONTINUED)

Instant Gratifications

Fast foods, instant messengers and web browsing, these and a lot more give us the necessary things we need – food, communication and information- immediately.

Technological improvements gave us another choice on how to live life. Of course, no one wants to get left behind with our old ways of living. We accepted change without question, embraced it, like we have no other choice.

After so many years of living on instant things, people have become impatient with life. Waiting for your food to be served is really annoying.Going to the library became very tasking. A few seconds of lag time is a drag. Everyone wants everything fast.

Recently, I find myself getting impatient with things I would normal not be impatient about. It feels like I have a lot of things to do but don’t have enough time for all of them. I had to stop and think about what I’m doing with my life. I ride the train to get to work quicker. I choose fast foods over properly cooked meals because I’m always pressed for time. Instant Messaging and online browsing are essential to my work.

I’ve always thought I’m the “old school” type of person. I like doing things the old- fashioned way. I’m not a big fan of change. Now, I realized I succumbed to these instant things more than I wanted to.

I miss the slow life. I miss waking up in the morning and lazing around the house. Sometimes, I even get the chance to watch and appreciate the rising sun. I miss looking at the stars and thinking of all the things I can do with life. Today, I feel like there’s a heavy metal ball chained at my foot and a time bomb tied around my wrist. I can’t go anywhere or do anything but work. I wake up everyday in a hurry to catch the next train. I sit at my station worrying about time passing by and my unfinished tasks for the day, then I hurry out after a long day’s work to catch the next train back home.

Change. It doesn’t sit well with me. I’m not against technological advancements or instant gratifications. I just don’t want to get used to them so much. I don’t want to think that I would cease to function if any of these things are taken away. I want to see and feel the natural beauty of life. I want to appreciate life more, without worrying about how much time is consumed from watching the sunset, reading a good book, or feeling the cool air on my face.

I want to have time for life.

The power of Forgiveness

When was the last time you forgave someone? It’s not a common word in our vocabulary. I wonder why! I ask myself, how often have I forgiven another or myself and let go of the negative thoughts. As I grow older, I see the value of forgiveness. In my emotional suitcase are many past hurts, misunderstandings, and archaic beliefs that are just weighing me down.

I have to put myself on an emotional diet and weigh in with forgiveness as my tool.

There are two different types of forgiveness: forgiving others and forgiving ourselves. Both are important in order to develop and increase compassion and love within us.

As I write about forgiveness, up come two distinct feelings. First, I can’t forgive someone’s behavior because my thoughts say he/she will continue it. Second, I feel my body respond favorably to the word ‘forgive’…letting go and releasing the tension that I hold within me. If I can quickly create two different reactions, I’m assuming that I have a choice on what I want to feel. I believe that we are the creators of our thoughts, which influence our feelings and actions.

Forgiveness doesn’t change what the person has done, but rather changes our reaction to the situation. Forgiveness isn’t about turning the other cheek. We can forgive another without forgiving the act. The same holds for our behavior. We can forgive ourselves when we have made a mistake and still own up to our actions.

Forgiveness is a self-love tool. We allow ourselves to release the toxicity within us that hinders our ability to live a healthy and meaningful life. This is powerful stuff.

I just heard yesterday…not even sure where…but it made sense to me. When you have a problem, find a solution and let go of complaining. Forgiveness creates the space for you to find the right solution. Holding on to bitterness, anger, sadness only affects your wellbeing and adds negative stress to your life. Negative emotions indicate that we need to do something to create change. Our inner guidance is telling us that we need to understand our feelings and take action to heal and support our wellbeing.

Is there someone in your life that you need to forgive? Do you need to forgive yourself?

If you want to release the tension and forgive others or yourself, and find that it is difficult, then find support. The most obvious support is traditional talking therapy. I’ve found Emotional Freedom Technique (EFT) to be a great tool to releasing the tension within me and finding space in my heart to forgive others and myself. You can do this technique anytime and it doesn’t cost you anything. Check out www.emofree.com and download their free 87 page ‘how to’ to learn the technique of EFT.

Research is proving the power of forgiveness on our health and wellbeing. Forgiveness provides clarity and balances the physical, emotional and spiritual parts of our lives. Our inner balance influences others around us.

Do your own research, find out just how powerful ‘forgiveness’ is for you, others, your community and for the world. Start forgiving today.

Twilight Saga: New Moon

TGIF!

Wah~ IT is so damn hot day!
Im exhausted. - not because I had many works but the heat of the sun beats me down!

Anyway, im just so happy because little by little - Im almost done with my projects and requirements.

Today- I found a site where I can read the twilight book online.

Im still on the Chapter 1 -PARTY of the NEW MOON BOOK 2.


I have to spend time studying with my lessons for this coming days.

August. 25, 2009- My First grading exam
August. 26, 2009- NCAE ( I hope , Ill pass this exam )


GoD! I need you!

man once asked GOD!

Man: Why did you make her beautiful?

God: So you can love her.

Man: Why did you make her stupid?

God: So she can love you.


:(

I thought so..

I thought you were different... I thought your feelings were true. I thought you cared for me as much as I cared for you...

I thought you would never hurt me because you have been hurt too... my friends thought so too... but then again, I was wrong. We were wrong.