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"It is not time that changes a man, nor knowledge; the only thing that can change someone's mind is love."

-Love was undoubtedly one of the things capable of changing a person's whole life, from one moment to the next. But there was the other side of the coin, the second thing that could make a human being take a totally different course from the one he/she had planned; and that was called DESPAIR. Yes, perhaps love really could transform someone, but despair did the job more quickly.

m**

ooohh emmm gee.

i lose all my widgets..
TSk.tsk.;((

back tO zero napUd ko ug update ani..

"on process"

this cause a changE!

This cause a change..
please watch this video guyS.

This Should Keep Us All Thinking

please try... it cause a CHANGE..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v......

im busy being bOred yOu knOW~

* 1. I need 2 tell u something, read number 5
2. Are u in a rush? read number 8
3. Are u curious? read number 9
4. Look its the following....u betta read number 15
5. I havent got the guts....just read number 17
6. I would like to tell u..but u should read number 16
7. I'll tell u...but first read number 2
8. Its very simple...just read number 4
9. Dont get nervous..its simple..jus read number 18
10. Not yet...but read number 19
11. Are u gettin tired? relax...just read number 13
12. Like i was sayin....read number 3
13. You're nearly there....read number 20
14. Just dropped by 2 say HI THERE =] x
15. Ur getting nervous..just read number 6
16. U still dont get it? just read number 12
17. Oh! im embarassed....read number 7
18. I dunno if u'll understand...just read number 10
19. Read number 11...slowly...and u'll find out
20. Now im'a tell u....read number 14...really quietly ok?

hate that i love you..

:(( i hate it.
i considered you as special.
but as i see it, u didnt consider me like I did.
its too sad at my part.
but its ok. (moving on)

August 15. Parade.
I saw yOu standing by at you're store wearing shades.
It was my second time seeing you in person.
(Friendster ang root sa tanan. That social networking and Ym are the reasons why we became friends. im happY)
so thats it.. second time..
As I see yah, my hands are like as cold as ice..
Im ashamed.Ur too handsome for me but haggard lang, rasta.
Sa fs man Gud pangit ka.. sa tinUod lnG.

uR waving at me and i'm pretending that i didnt see you. if u know what if feels (aYy gwapooo).
uR txting at that time..

MAo tu xa.. (sa rodriguez)
Woahh.. sHooockked kAy ko..
sTory** when i was just a grade 4 pUpil, i hav a crush and u know he's so gwapoo, puti, chinito, long nose, ..,,

for many years passed. this is the time iVe seen him again..
Third year highschOol nako. KAron pa xa ngbalik sa isla..
sHOcked kay ko..
i really stare him and he stare me too.
dugay na bya wala nagkita so n-ana..
nKa red pa xa atu nga t shiRt printed SORRY GIRLS ang front..

and then August 16 disco.
we met again..hahayzT.!
nka drink xa atu. and my "boy"friends advised me not to dance with him coz u know manyak.
concern cla nko bUh?? namely carl, leogie, rj. patok, etc...
hayz. basta gwapo juD..
with daphy and i la najuD ko kapugong i danced with him mga 3min lng uban ni daphy..
and he asked me kaila pa bkko niya,
and ngpa cute pUd ko..hehehe nag ingon ko yeah.. uR _____ ryt??
ana ko, .. sayaw nami ,, unya na feel nko nga gi maniac( offensive term: an offensive term for somebody who behaves in such an uncontrolled manner as to appear to be affected by )nAman so i went away.
kIta pajud c dayanara atu nglabay xa.



at least nag talk me buh??hahaha..
grabe kay acong dance jUD as in.. hangtud nawalaan nko energy so ngpahulay ko with my gayfriends.

with reynan and ellen, nagpauban ko nila sa gawas para mg snack.
we bought ice water and shake.haha liBre nko nla,.

ng buy nko nkit-an nko acong grade six to 1st year crush c ______.
:(( hes with someone. but anyway No big deal.
i stare them. hibalo ang guY nga nka admire ko niya sauna.
so he stares me pUd.grabe kay buh? eye effect2 lang..

so nibalik name..


im dancing with my boyfriends and girlfriends dayon.

sayaw napUd ko..

assuming nga pauli name with ate and neighbors.

nihapit aco cousin dapit sa gate kay nas talk kagamay ni hendrix.
hayz katung guy aco ingon nimo gnina nga amigo sa "friendster and second time nako kita niya in person" nagkita napud me..

he's dancing jud. with 2girls and hendrix.

la xa kabantay nko..

so thats it.alang kuhiton nko xa,,

uli na dayon Q.
pag abot tuloG.
and nimata 1pm.

August 18.
nagchat me kaganina lang.. talking about what happened katong fiesta time.
niuli na xa kay.
xu sa sxhool.
ana xa una snob daw ko.
basta. haha (kilig)


NotE:

Pag paadto lang namo sa gym sa august16 night.

naglabay me ila hOuse katong friends nako sa "friendster", and gitawag ko niya.
and i said hi. happy kay ko atu..
grabe kaayo..

*end* mao lang..
sleepy nako..

nYT

im craving of yOu. im hOping u will come into my liFE!

I wish that ill be with Someone who'll walk with me at'd beach enjoy'd sunset and sound of'd waves.

Someone who would love me for being me never minding my flaws not because they are used to it but 'coz they have learned to love even my mistakes.

Someone who'd slap me in'd face to let me know that m d 1 who makes my life miserable.

Someone who would call and check up on me and someone to call.

Someone who can b 'd subject of my song.

Someone who would take my hand and walk and run with me wherever I want to go.

Someone who wouldn't mind me being a dimwit and would try to educate me so that I will be spared from further embarrassment.

Someone to kiss me goodnight and someone to kiss goodnight.

Someone who's willing to stay with me forever ..

drama kaY ko karon..tuNgod man gud aning *bye-bYe* nga song uI by mariah carey ang gByaan paJUd kOW!!

tsk21

i just want you to know hU really i am!

Well here it goes, I’m a stud-ette born on this not so popular province. Yea, from Camiguin Island specifically Catarman. I’m morena emaciated chap coming from the blood of Salcedo-Rañin. Not well-known right? Well then I still look upon on the hidden jewels of my province *wink*. (applesauce!)

PROUD ICamiguingnon-catarmanon BABY!

Too much for it, let me tell you more who really MELISSA is.

Well I'm typical.
I have my flaws and downfalls, much like the rest of the human race, though perhaps more than you in certain areas and vice versa. Y
ou'll see me laughing or smiling most of the time.
I may annoy you and piss you off on a regular basis ‘coz I don't think before I act.
I like who I am, and I definitely don't hate myself.
Complicated is also a good adjective for me.
Love me for me and don't label me sweetie!

At times I have a high level of kinetic energy, cheerful and truly has a bubbling personality but puny and thin-skinned at times.
Unprejudiced and sympathetic, kind and vulnerable clearly defines MELISSA.
A teen who wants true emancipation from work and school stuff.
I admit that I’m not practical sometimes. Contented when someone dropped a call or sent a message. I'm not a pervert.
Boredom kills me and eventually ends up being emotional and fragile.

I want vigorous ambiance but not loud and noisy.
I am shallow and laugh at even the corniest joke.
Well I’m a teen who doesn’t give up to the ingredients of my life.
A person who has a high respect to his family and GOD.
I Owe everything to my creator, family and friends.


kana lnG sah

crawling up, biT by bit

Slowly but surely, here I go. At first an unsociable person who is a nobody at a classroom, not talking, not interacting. Now slowly the fears are now fading away. I used to say I’m a worthless human being, I have no purpose and sometimes I curse myself for being here on earth thinking I brought madness to mankind. Realizing my negative attitudes and mistakes, I tried to improve and reinvent and renew myself. Listening what Miss Ness is saying everyday made me realize that I should never put myself down, it just happens that I can relate to something she said, it’s like she’s describing me or what.

I’m slowly overcoming one of my #1 weakness, being unsociable. Its effortless at all making friends and adjusting to this section, all I can say is they’re to great, and my mind is just a quarter of theirs. They all know something about something, but like my mother always say, there’s this special thing within me. That I guess is my knowledge about technology specifically the internet.

Overcoming a obstacle seems to be a great achievement for me, no matter how small or big it is, It is still an achievement. Now, I laugh at what I used to do in my past years, especially when I tried to kill myself. Now I read inspirational books that if I had a hundred reasons to die, I should have a hundred one or more reasons to live, and now I guess I have more reasons to live doubled or even tripled the reasons why I want to die. Knowing there is more to life that to struggle made me realize one thing, it is that I should have live the past much enjoyable. Too bad the past isn’t available for changes anymore. Only now what I can think about is either the present and welcoming the future

rEgretz

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we're looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.

But, our biggest regrets are not for the things we did -- but, for the things we didn't do. Things we didn't say that could've save someone that we care about. Especially when we can see the dark storm that's headed their way.

ganina aie.... nag sisi jud kooow for the things i did NOT do....

lIke basta hahaha..

kA english Buh??

my life is so mySterious

life is so mysterious...
isn't it?!
INDEED it is!

as each day came by...
as another day passes by..


different faces...
different people...

but then only

a several few has the power to capture

the inner empty part of the depth of you!

unknowingly,
these people makes up what we are....

but
we oftentimes don't see it...
.didn't actually feel it

nor know it most of the times....

not until we ain't got time no more.......

im bAck in the islAnd.. i haTE ciTY!

so hOT. dusty.noisy.overcrowded.hot.

i hate ciTy..
i loVE my place.

iM hoMe and im tiRed.

i want to sleep.

bUT,

i have loTs of things to do..

*my reaction of the SONA
*powerpoint
*homeworks
*review
*home reading report
*practice
*resolution(s)
*eat
and and many many more..:)


im onliNe...

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.hAhayz !

kaY sa PIcture lanG, suKo daun??

whEw,,..
ok lANg..
bUt..

katOng coNDition??

deal or no deal??