The last gasp of a dying star

Its sad to think that we ended even before we could have started. I know your tired of my ironies, rationalization and analogies but let me say it again, since this time it may be the last. I have my reasons. Some of which I fully intend to tell you and others are better left unsaid. First is that in a relationship (either formally started or mutually decided) both should gain happiness, comfort or improvement for it to flourish. A relationship deprive of those is not worth pursuing. A relationship that does nothing but hurt you and pull you down is not worth continuing or starting no matter how intense your love for each other is. Love is never enough, it is never enough (please remember that). Love is an idea, an emotion, an internal sensation that doesn't solely manifest itself. It is a symptom that necessitates complaints. And that is my second point. Your silence and inactions made me doubt your intentions. Even now things are still unclear for me. As for my third point, in life there is a time when ending becomes the best option. It is to preserve the good things we have before it copletely deteriorates. It is to save ourselves from greater heartaches and chaos. Lastly, I am not telling you this for the purpose of us initiating reforms and reincarnate whatever we had. I am teling this for you to know and (if it is not too much to ask) for you to understand (because those are the only things left). There is no use and chance for "again" because I assure you the moment I decided something is over it really is because we have annihilated the possibilities.

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In convalescence
The open but undelivered letter/apology