Eventually

It's been a long time since we had a talk. I believe there is a great reason why were here. Again.

I thought you don't need me anymore?

I'm not here because I need you.

So why?

I want answers. No I mean I want clarification on things, feelings and living.

I thought you're done asking.

I am but life is not. I am falling apart.

So what’s new about it? It's natural

Its not new I admit but this time I fully intended it.

You want to know why? You just want to be found or perhaps saved like everyone else.

Saved?

We bury ourselves in madness, passion, jealousy and injustice to know life. We search for ideals and philosophies that could free us but at the same time incarcerate us. We slit our arms and let it bleed to feel pain and learn. We self inflict wounds and bare them in public as badges to be found saved and eventually…

The world is an irony.

That's a fact and no one can change that.

That eventuality is absurd. Of all people I never thought I would hear that from you.

Change and irony my friend, two words you should always bear in mind.

I'm tired. What will happen if I’m never found?