letter to HER!!!

so many bad memories I have in my head
and I only have one wish and that wish is to be dead

and my mom walks in and sees me with no life in my bed
now she's in my funeral regretting all the things that she had said
while she sees my dead body she screams "I’m sorry for everything that i did!!!"

but mom knows that it’s a bit too late
all she does now is cry and drink pills every single day
crying and talking to herself "why did i treat you that way?"
"i wish you were here to tell you how much i love you"

but she couldn’t even tell me that when she still had me
the pain and suffering that she put me through
was worse than the one she is putting me up to
well, at least that’s what it said in my letter
telling my mom and dad hope everything for them two get's better

because when i was around everything only got worst
and you and my dad would beat me in till my blood will burst
burst out of my eyes out of my hands out of my pain

I’m going to give you and my dad an eternal life of rain
because the pain and suffering that you put me through
was a lot worse than the one I’m going to give you two.

I’m sorry that i had to choose this way
but maybe when you cross over i might you see another day
i really hope you and dad change your life’s around
because i don’t want your souls to go to a place where their lost and never found

so i hope you read this letter before it’s too late
and God looks upon you two, and He changes your faith
because what goes around comes around

one day you or my dad will leave
then you will see how much you truly miss me

and if you two don’t miss me it don’t matter anyways
there's going to be clouds above your sky but you will never see me in your days
well it's time for me to leave, and say good night


and i hope i finally made an impact in your's and dad's life....