I am starting from zero, but at least I know what I want now. And I already know what I am looking for.
I have broken up with the person I've been in relationship for 2 or 3 weeks i think because of reasons that I will no longer elaborate. It just didn't work. We just didn't click. It's true what people say sometimes, that to be able to make a relationship work, you should be of the same mental, financial, emotional, intellectual , thmp matured enough or at least, more or less on the same plane. not a sarcastic, grumpy, silly and unresonable lass.
We just had too many differences that i cant perfectly fulfill or even brings happiness and joy to him. We are so incompatible maybe so it was wisest to cut it.
I know it wasn't going somewhere good even though it makes my heart wounded!. chaarrrr
Another is that I am a bum and he said Im insecure!. I feel incompetent. I thought he can be mine forever but now it made me realize that things in life in love doesnt stay and remains forever. but I have to move on. I have to do this by myself even though its too hard for me to make the first move when i always saw him on my contacts list online. i wanted to message him but maybe hell just laugh at me thinking thatI wanted him back even though I already hurt him kuno..
I know I can move on and start something new even though Im so despondent in tomorrows hearts day!
I just need a little push. It's also sad that these times when I need a friend, I see no one because theyre too far from me. One thing is, My friends are minding their own problems, which I perfectly understand. I feel so alone. If only hes there sending even" hi", I shouldn't be feeling this. I miss him so much. (DIVAD)
I know I'll feel worse thinking about this,. but i know someday. someday I can meet the man of my dreams haha. and Ill go to UK someday to find myself and to wear my sacharrine smile hoping Ill see him personally.
I know that when Im reaching the lowest point of my life now, and there'll be catharsis.
I just feel so down right now.
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^ my status in facebook..
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I have broken up with the person I've been in relationship for 2 or 3 weeks i think because of reasons that I will no longer elaborate. It just didn't work. We just didn't click. It's true what people say sometimes, that to be able to make a relationship work, you should be of the same mental, financial, emotional, intellectual , thmp matured enough or at least, more or less on the same plane. not a sarcastic, grumpy, silly and unresonable lass.
We just had too many differences that i cant perfectly fulfill or even brings happiness and joy to him. We are so incompatible maybe so it was wisest to cut it.
I know it wasn't going somewhere good even though it makes my heart wounded!. chaarrrr
Another is that I am a bum and he said Im insecure!. I feel incompetent. I thought he can be mine forever but now it made me realize that things in life in love doesnt stay and remains forever. but I have to move on. I have to do this by myself even though its too hard for me to make the first move when i always saw him on my contacts list online. i wanted to message him but maybe hell just laugh at me thinking thatI wanted him back even though I already hurt him kuno..
I know I can move on and start something new even though Im so despondent in tomorrows hearts day!
I just need a little push. It's also sad that these times when I need a friend, I see no one because theyre too far from me. One thing is, My friends are minding their own problems, which I perfectly understand. I feel so alone. If only hes there sending even" hi", I shouldn't be feeling this. I miss him so much. (DIVAD)
I know I'll feel worse thinking about this,. but i know someday. someday I can meet the man of my dreams haha. and Ill go to UK someday to find myself and to wear my sacharrine smile hoping Ill see him personally.
I know that when Im reaching the lowest point of my life now, and there'll be catharsis.
I just feel so down right now.
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^ my status in facebook..
m*
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