hate that i love you..

:(( i hate it.
i considered you as special.
but as i see it, u didnt consider me like I did.
its too sad at my part.
but its ok. (moving on)

August 15. Parade.
I saw yOu standing by at you're store wearing shades.
It was my second time seeing you in person.
(Friendster ang root sa tanan. That social networking and Ym are the reasons why we became friends. im happY)
so thats it.. second time..
As I see yah, my hands are like as cold as ice..
Im ashamed.Ur too handsome for me but haggard lang, rasta.
Sa fs man Gud pangit ka.. sa tinUod lnG.

uR waving at me and i'm pretending that i didnt see you. if u know what if feels (aYy gwapooo).
uR txting at that time..

MAo tu xa.. (sa rodriguez)
Woahh.. sHooockked kAy ko..
sTory** when i was just a grade 4 pUpil, i hav a crush and u know he's so gwapoo, puti, chinito, long nose, ..,,

for many years passed. this is the time iVe seen him again..
Third year highschOol nako. KAron pa xa ngbalik sa isla..
sHOcked kay ko..
i really stare him and he stare me too.
dugay na bya wala nagkita so n-ana..
nKa red pa xa atu nga t shiRt printed SORRY GIRLS ang front..

and then August 16 disco.
we met again..hahayzT.!
nka drink xa atu. and my "boy"friends advised me not to dance with him coz u know manyak.
concern cla nko bUh?? namely carl, leogie, rj. patok, etc...
hayz. basta gwapo juD..
with daphy and i la najuD ko kapugong i danced with him mga 3min lng uban ni daphy..
and he asked me kaila pa bkko niya,
and ngpa cute pUd ko..hehehe nag ingon ko yeah.. uR _____ ryt??
ana ko, .. sayaw nami ,, unya na feel nko nga gi maniac( offensive term: an offensive term for somebody who behaves in such an uncontrolled manner as to appear to be affected by )nAman so i went away.
kIta pajud c dayanara atu nglabay xa.



at least nag talk me buh??hahaha..
grabe kay acong dance jUD as in.. hangtud nawalaan nko energy so ngpahulay ko with my gayfriends.

with reynan and ellen, nagpauban ko nila sa gawas para mg snack.
we bought ice water and shake.haha liBre nko nla,.

ng buy nko nkit-an nko acong grade six to 1st year crush c ______.
:(( hes with someone. but anyway No big deal.
i stare them. hibalo ang guY nga nka admire ko niya sauna.
so he stares me pUd.grabe kay buh? eye effect2 lang..

so nibalik name..


im dancing with my boyfriends and girlfriends dayon.

sayaw napUd ko..

assuming nga pauli name with ate and neighbors.

nihapit aco cousin dapit sa gate kay nas talk kagamay ni hendrix.
hayz katung guy aco ingon nimo gnina nga amigo sa "friendster and second time nako kita niya in person" nagkita napud me..

he's dancing jud. with 2girls and hendrix.

la xa kabantay nko..

so thats it.alang kuhiton nko xa,,

uli na dayon Q.
pag abot tuloG.
and nimata 1pm.

August 18.
nagchat me kaganina lang.. talking about what happened katong fiesta time.
niuli na xa kay.
xu sa sxhool.
ana xa una snob daw ko.
basta. haha (kilig)


NotE:

Pag paadto lang namo sa gym sa august16 night.

naglabay me ila hOuse katong friends nako sa "friendster", and gitawag ko niya.
and i said hi. happy kay ko atu..
grabe kaayo..

*end* mao lang..
sleepy nako..

nYT